Sunday, April 30, 2006
Life...
So, as I read past posts on my blog it's amazing how life comes and goes. I see myself with every emotion, and yes it's good to get that out of my system, but at the same time, at what cost? Some people I've never said anything other than good things about...others not so much, so I think I might make a quick list of people.
Big: I love you bro, and no matter how pissy I can be with you, it's only because I want you to have the best in life, and I want you to be proud of who you are.
Lil: I love you lil, I'm always here for you, and I know that this semester we have gone our different ways, but I'm glad you are finding who you truly are, and that you are happy, because that's all I really ever want for you, happiness.
Nathan: You and Aaron are two of the best probationary members this chapter has ever seen, and you both better keep that up once you are initiated. You've got a big heart bro, but don't ever be afraid to share it with other, even if they have hurt you in the past, after all concord.
Kristina: If you ever look at this blog, I owe you an apology. I do forgive you of everything that happened, I can even look back on it and enjoy some of the moments. I do hope that you are well, and I hope you are happy. But if you ever do talk to me again, please just speak the truth, that all I ever want to hear.
Amanda: Going back and reading the comments you have made on my blog, I can kind of watch your spiritual growth. One of the things I always wanted for you was you to find your faith, and you did, and for that I'm so very proud of you. And you know that I'm here for you, even though you still don't like opening up emotionally. You are a wonderful person Amanda, don't let your past experience taint your love life, you will be fine...even though you weren't around on Friday! :)
Ok, enough of this old man's ranting. I love you all, and if you need me of course I'm here....but let's not call too late at night, after all I need sleep. Take it easy! :D
Big: I love you bro, and no matter how pissy I can be with you, it's only because I want you to have the best in life, and I want you to be proud of who you are.
Lil: I love you lil, I'm always here for you, and I know that this semester we have gone our different ways, but I'm glad you are finding who you truly are, and that you are happy, because that's all I really ever want for you, happiness.
Nathan: You and Aaron are two of the best probationary members this chapter has ever seen, and you both better keep that up once you are initiated. You've got a big heart bro, but don't ever be afraid to share it with other, even if they have hurt you in the past, after all concord.
Kristina: If you ever look at this blog, I owe you an apology. I do forgive you of everything that happened, I can even look back on it and enjoy some of the moments. I do hope that you are well, and I hope you are happy. But if you ever do talk to me again, please just speak the truth, that all I ever want to hear.
Amanda: Going back and reading the comments you have made on my blog, I can kind of watch your spiritual growth. One of the things I always wanted for you was you to find your faith, and you did, and for that I'm so very proud of you. And you know that I'm here for you, even though you still don't like opening up emotionally. You are a wonderful person Amanda, don't let your past experience taint your love life, you will be fine...even though you weren't around on Friday! :)
Ok, enough of this old man's ranting. I love you all, and if you need me of course I'm here....but let's not call too late at night, after all I need sleep. Take it easy! :D
Comments:
First off, YOU POSTED!
Second off, awww...thanks, man. And I'll do my absolute best to not let you (or myself) down
Second off, awww...thanks, man. And I'll do my absolute best to not let you (or myself) down
Love you too big. Don't think of it as going seperate ways. I've just been away for a while, and it's been a very productive while. :) Yes things are coming together for me, but none of it would ever have gotten started if you weren't there to help me. You've been here right beside me the whole time, helping me along, helping me to choose the right path. I'm learning to make choices, and sacrfices, and give things up every once and a while. Thanks for all you've done and I know you will always keep doing so. You know I will do that same for you! So let's go hang out one day, and I'll tell you all about what's been going on! Miss You!
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